Under the surface of a bright orange top and navy blue pants; under layers of tattoos, scars, and folded arms is a kiddo who is bright but has been dealt a rough hand in life.
This month marks my ninth year teaching the Lancaster County Youth Intervention Center residents. This facility holds detention and shelter residents from ages 11-18. What started as a volunteer opportunity to teach art after school turned into a lifelong love for at-risk youth. Now being the PC Police I am (thanks to my brother for that title!) the term “at-risk” is also up for negotiation for using it as an adjective is not very empowering for our youth. Regardless of the official term, the residents at the center have taught me SO MUCH about myself as a teacher, a mother, and a member of our community. If ever there was a group to set you straight it’s these kids!
I remember the first time I taught a lesson to detention males. It was a packed group of 12. The multipurpose room smelled heavily of the staff’s dinner, the fluorescent lights were buzzing annoying, and I was pretty intimidated when these boys walked with their uniforms and hard facial expressions. I remember thinking “What in the world am I going to teach them?” I had a lesson prepared but quickly felt insecure in my choice. I couldn’t show my insecurity for one moment as they sat and stared at me. I quickly remembered that I was there for a reason. I was there with the intent to spend time with and teach these kids with no judgment, no expectations, and certainly no room to judge myself.
Within the nine years, I have learned so much about myself as an educator. Not only has this opportunity allowed me to gain confidence teaching but it also made me value the kid’s view on life. I have learned to let my ego rest and to listen more. They have taught me that diversity and being “woke” mean everything to kids these days. And most importantly, they taught me to not take myself too damn seriously.
Make sure to check back soon! A third, amazing art show with the work from the residents may be coming soon:)
Mood & Magic 